13 Halloweens - A Rock ‘n’ Roll Memoir

While trying to think about a topic to blog about, I thought it would be fun to listen to each song from our first album, "13 Halloweens" and write down all the thoughts and memories that would come to me.  As a way to kill time on our drive to our Las Vegas, I also played the CD for Bobby and Davey to see what they remembered as well.  So hit play on your CD player and join us as we go back to the future where it all began!

When you hear "13 Halloweens," you probably think that’s exactly how we wanted it to sound -- dual rectifier guitars, triggered drums, massive wall of vocals, etc., but in actuality, we just showed up and the project took off on its own.   The studio had better equipment than we did so we just used what we had access to. We had an idea of what we wanted but we didn't know how to achieve it or how to properly explain it. Having said all that, I love how our first full length album eventually turned out and it was mostly due to the engineer, Aaron Cary. We just showed up and he turned the knobs. I know when we went into the studio we wanted a more raw sound like the early Misfits recordings but I remember Aaron explaining that they got that sound 'cause that’s all they could afford.  I also think Aaron didn’t want to put his name on a crappy sounding recording!  Either way, he did a great job capturing "the sound of Calabrese" at that time period. On a side note, I feel our album "Dayglo Necros" is closer to our original vision as to what we wanted our sound to be.

We recorded this at Studio Z in 2004 and the place was a house converted into a studio which was managed by Jimmy Z (a totally cool guy who used to party with the band Korn and loved to mention it whenever we saw him) and ran by Aaron. I think we went to check out the studio once Aaron e-mailed us after finding our 4 track demo we posted on the internet. He had the same influences we did so we knew it would be a good match.  Plus, the place was affordable. Every time we enter a studio we get to learn all the tips and tricks the engineer has picked up from all the other musicians they've met. I love the studio not only for the recording process but for all the great stuff you learn and great people you meet.

We never took any photos during our time recording "13 Halloweens," or if we did we don’t know where they are. I do remember there used to be some weirdo crackheads who lived next door and they would wander over sniffing around. They were constantly fixing their cars and since Aaron was a gear head he’d talk to them about how to fix their shit. Since the studio was all digital we were able to record and mix the album over many weekends since Davey was still in school and Bobby and I were working. I also remember we held a contest to name the CD, and while we were sitting in the studio we read all the title submissions. The best title by far was the one we went with -- "13 Halloweens" by our first fan, Nil Failstorm. He came to our very first show at the Modified Arts after seeing a flyer we left somewhere. He was the only person at the show that wasn't a friend or immediate family. He was literally our first fan!

Nil with a homemade Calabrese shirt!

After playing the CD for Bobby while driving he looked off into the Nevada sunset deep in thought. “I remember it was very, very boring during editing process. Now in the studio the time flies by. I remember Davey would sleep the entire time on the ratty old couch cause he hated it. I remember never wanting to be there during the editing too. I just wanted to go home. It was our first time in the studio so I didn’t have any suggestions. I was like ‘whatever, it all sounds good to me, I guess’. But now in the studio we get so nitpicky we can spend a month in there. Vocals were very hard to record. I probably still don’t know how to sing but back then I extra-extra didn’t know how to sing. Singing was very hard for me and my voice was always blowing out. I didn’t know how to sing in key, I didn’t understand that. Aaron would play back a portion of the song over, and over, and over and I still couldn’t sing it correctly. I couldn’t understand why I was not in key. I don’t know how you pick up how to sing in key but I guess you do. I was very nervous singing.”

Bobby adjusted himself in the passenger seat and continued. “It was the first time someone telling me what would sound cool on guitar at certain parts, I was probably pissed about it because I didn’t like people telling me what to do. But it sounds fine. It was my second time in the studio, and the studio was kinda like you would think it would be from the movies. It was definitely skuzzier but what it had was a Hollywood type scum, like porno magazines, marijuana roaches on the floor, empty beer cans. It was actually kinda dirty, which was pretty cool at the time as long as everything got done, but wow it was real life in old Studio Z! I remember that Aaron Carey loved soda or Mountain Dew cause he would suck on a 2 liter all day long and would smoke the entire time. And he really liked Hawaiian BBQ, he’s Hawaiian so that probably explains why he wore sandals all the time.”

After 13 Halloweens came out we won some local punk awards. It was like we received instant acceptance from the cool kids, something I never felt before with any other band I was in.

Best Album from the Ska Punk Awards, I believe.

Davey laughing at the cobwebbed memories, spoke up from the back bench seat. “After the recording of '13 Halloweens,' Bobby just graduated from high school and I was still in high school and I was very proud of the band. It turned out that my school was putting on a battle of the bands, so I was like ‘let's be a part of this.' So I went to the person in charge of putting on the show and she said ‘no, you can’t do it’. I was like ‘why not?’ ‘Well two of the members are not part of the school.' I was like ‘one of the members just graduated and I’m here. What’s the problem?’ ‘We’ll you just can’t do it.' I was really mad. The day of the battle, I finally convinced them to let us play but not as contestants but more as guest players. So we got to play the show and we sold our 2 t-shirts on a little table. I really wanted to show off at high school. I wanted to let people know who they were walking near. Everyone wants to show off when they are in high school.”

The infamous battle of the bands!

Davey and his buddy made a poster for the show. I still have that poster hanging in my garage!

I also remember at that battle of the bands show we needed to borrow someone’s PA. They forgot to mention to Davey that each band had to bring their own PA. So I asked one of the kids in another band if we could borrow theirs and he said “Umm, no it’s my dad's and he’s not here.” Luckily, a different band let us use their PA. And as it turned out the same kid who rejected our request ran up to me and asked if he could borrow a cable and with a smirk I said “Sorry man, it’s my dad’s and he’s not here.” In your face!

No wonder Davey wanted to show off at school.

Davey also reminded us that around this time we played a show at the Phoenix YMCA on the floor of the gym. “It might have been another battle of the bands or just some weird random show. I just remember waiting for us to play and I had my sticks in my hand clicking them on the basketball court wood floor and a friend or someone said ‘Don’t do that, everyone can hear that, you don’t want someone to do that when you’re playing, do you?’ I guess the clicks were really loud bouncing off the walls. I also remember at this time I was wearing a lot of wife beaters and sweat bands – we really didn’t have our look down then.”

Davey trying out his wife beater and sweat band combo.

The random YMCA show.

I remember at that YMCA show it was our first time we had people standing in front of us to watch us play.  It felt really cool to have people standing that close to us when we played.

I have to admit I thought I’d remember a lot more about these songs especially stuff that has happened at shows but after many years of playing these songs all the shows start to melt together like a gooey pizza topping -- delicious but hard to pick apart.

1. Zombie I   - When this song first came out, girls would ask what the line, “But the pressure was too much, and the girl she gave it up” meant. What also comes to mind was playing in a basement on Halloween with our friends and when we would play the opening sample people would scream.

Davey remembered that we brought in a big old box TV and a VCR to capture the movie sample clips. We plugged the VCR directly into the board and Aaron hit record on the studio console.

2. Resurrection   - Now listening to the bass intro sounds it sounds so weak I think we just plugged it direct into the board but at the time it sounded great. The guitars were played through a dual rectifier giving the album a “metal” sound and we really layered the vocals for the chorus (we really liked that).

3. Death of Me   - Reminds me that we took out some business size ads in Rue Morgue and local music magazines, which seemed to help get the word out about the band. Our super fan, Kristen Symons, was the first to get some of the lyrics from this song tattooed. I was blown away that she did that!

4. One of Us   - I remember listening back to this song and being amazed that Davey could play the kick drum so fast. It sounds like a real punk song! My favorite line “I pull the wings off little souls, only I say only goes.”

5. Midnight Spookshow   - Still one of the fan favorites! So many great times playing this song live. I like how Bobby and I help sing the end of each other lines in the verse. The album was mastered in New Zealand at Edgewood Studios and I thought that was cool because Peter Jackson is from New Zealand and he made "Bad Taste" and "Dead Alive" (my favorite splatter comedies!).

6. Backseat of My Hearse   - One of my favorite surf riffs. People at shows always scream out the lines “like a horror movie on a Friday night” and “why do you act like everybody.” I remember that the mastering had a hard time getting the album to sound good he kept adding too much high end and mids. We mastered it as least 3 or 4 times 'til we got it right.

Outside of Jugheads, one of the few bars that would let Davey play since he was so young!

7. Eyes Down   - I love how we matched the movie sample to the guitars on the intro. It was all by accident but it somehow fit so perfectly. A match made in hell? Bobby was having a real hard time singing the chorus on this song for some reason. “Anything can happen and it probably has” always gets a great response live, people love to scream that with me. I love it. This song was originally going to be played really slow like a Type-O-Negative song, but we’ve always had the need for speed. It was so easy to write these songs 'cause everything was still new and open...we had a TON of spooky word combination we never used yet. I remember playing this song at some show in Texas and some drunk lady was rubbing her beer bottle against my strings from the stage as we played, and she spilled beer all over me. I appreciated the enthusiasm but not getting my bass and shoes soaked in Lone Star beer.

8. Shrunken Head Kids   - While in the studio the intern (a man who looked like he was 40 years old) said he took the songs with him over the weekend and listened to Shrunken Head Kids on his buddy’s boat. He swore the chorus to this song was “drunk and reckless.” Yes, sir, you are correct. For you, in the chorus we sing “drunk and reckless.” Davey used a tambourine in the bridge on this song, cause we used a lot of different techniques on the album to get different sounds when they were starting out. After that Davey didn’t have much use for the tambourine so he set it aside and completely forgot he had it. It got buried in a corner under a pile of fan mail. And years later when we were writing the song “Evil Inside” (from our new album Born With A Scorpion’s Touch) which has a very bare-bones drum beat with just the kick and the snare it sounded kinda empty and he rediscovered his tambourine - the same exact one - from this "13 Halloweens" album. It was just sitting in a corner for years waiting.

9. Evening   - Still one of my favorite songs, I really like my bass line and how the guitars play off the riff. But I’m still fuming that in one of our first reviews someone said this song was a “fumble” on the record. How dare he use a football analogy to review our music!

10. Blood In my Eyes   - Gotta love the tambourine at the start. I thought this was a pretty “rock 'n' roll” song. It’s so simple and catchy I can’t believe I wrote the main riff on a broken mini ukulele guitar.

Bobby mastering the deathrock look.

11. Every Day's a Funeral   - All I can say is that the sample we used at the start of the song is a classic fit.

12. Crizila   - We recorded Aaron’s muscle car in the front of the studio trying to get the sound of tires squealing. It was on gravel and the wheels shot a rock into the studio's window breaking it. He quickly parked his car, put a piece of cardboard in front of the window to hide the broken glass and we never talked about it again. Especially not to Jimmy Z the owner! In the end, we just used a combination of car sounds found on the internet and a sound effect from a movie instead.

13. Phantasmagoria – We thought this song would be the “big hit” off the record but it didn’t take off quite like we expected. In one of the first reviews of the album they mentioned my controversial line, “through the Ouija board you said you were family, so I slit my writs to follow you” – we were shocking!

One of our first promo photos.

Born With A Scorpion's Touch -- Lyrics

For those who bought our new CD on iTunes, or accidentally found a copy of it on the Internet, I present to you...the lyrics for BORN WITH A SCORPION'S TOUCH.

Enjoy!

1. American Rebel Death Riders

We Are Death Riders


2. Born With A Scorpion's Touch

Oh, when you're in the light
You look an animal caged tight, dead life
I feel the end I feel the one
I feel the hammer crush down your world
I'm going down down down, oh yeah

Killer heart in the wasteland
Diamond eyes, I'm a maelstrom
You're the only one to love
It's the only way to know
I'm born with a scorpion's touch

True danger of females
The jealous whip of a devils tail
Emerald's kiss on a broken heart
She was violent from the start
A hellcat in a mini skirt

I'm born with an endless love
Killer heart in the wasteland
I'm born with a scorpion
Killer heart in the wasteland


3. I Wanna Be A Vigilante

Do you think
You got what it takes
To attract the dirty rats?
All the dirty rats

Payback
Dark figure in black
Well, you're never coming back
Well, Never coming back

There's a hunger under dark streetlights
One hundred bullets settle scores, alright
Wanna be a vigilante tonight


4. At Night I Am The Warmest

Tempting the devil's heart, know your plan
To hold back the surge of hell's living dead
Through my eyes I see the world
Different than yours
Different than anybody else
No one else

Wandering alone, yeah
At night, vision's so blurry
With the heat steam of your body
Sweat drips like kamikaze
And at night I am the warmest
And at night I know the best place
To keep you under starlight
To keep you gone

Their bodies burned with a ghostly fire
Lost island South Pacific desire
Grass skirt and hula girls, yeah
Cannibals of holocaust 
Shameful lust in paradise on holiday
Sun and vice

Deep rivers, dark jungles in the rain
Prowl mountain tops, primitives designed to win the game


5. Loner At Heart

I'm ship wrecked but still fighting
A lousy life of dirty death
Cutthroat companions
Hard bullets and soft flesh

And I know
Whoa
I'm a loner at heart

I'm a loner and leave it up to me
Just an outlaw murder spree
We'll I'd do it all again
And you know

I don't care for nothin'
I don't care for you
Black sails come rippin'
Total destruction


6. Mindwarp

Death comes in many forms
Through one door they found our world
Oh, no
The laughing chatterin' begins
The choir of madness sings
Whoa

Laughing 'til I'm screaming at the world
Falling to my hands
Shotgun blasts to end the psycho scene
Falling to my hands

All of my friends our dead
Severed limbs spray the walls with red
Oh, yeah
I'm gonna spit blood right in your face
I'm gonna kill you right in this place

SATAN IS HERE


7. Danger

Living like a rat, yeah
Pumping like a heart
Wading through the blood, yeah
Hunger in the dark
Well, a mind bred for hate
Ain't a law left to break

Well, I know my drive to hell
So endless
Dead to my revenge
So many
Engines, destruction
Power through me
Oh, I love it so
Scared

40 thousand volts of
An electric eel
A wounded animal
In a tight dress and heels

Fleshpot for the damned
Streets of slaughtered lambs


8. Ride With The Living Dead

It’s a riot in the burlesque tent
Jaded women and degenerate men
Untamed passion of the trailer park
Rocket city and a lustful heart
The grinning death hunts tonight

Riding with the living
Yeah, riding with the living
Forever coming fire
Riding with the living
Riding with the living dead
It's only warm to those who were born
On the left hand black of life, oh yeah

Death is such a funny lie
Dear friends, all you gotta do is die
Well, over cliffs and under cars
Drown in lakes, buried under stars
New dead voices, face and heart


9. Only The Dead Know My Name

There is a place on Earth
Where the ghosts of men break through
Pistol on a hip
Another night with the outlaw blues
Wet blood smacks head to hand
Burning days in the savage land
Bright lights dance a waltz above
Human head in a box of love

Only the dead know my name
Down among ember and flame
Only my love burns away
As my life fades into hell

The bite marks on her neck
The blood that I taste
The chainsaw in my hands
The fear in their face
A mask that hides me from the night
A reflection of the pain
Creatures pulse inside my chest
Black blood in my veins

I'll tear you apart
As your bones break under mine
Pull you down
Under

Skeletons rot
In a crypt with unlocked doors
Beautiful death
No more


10. I Ride Alone

Re-seal the tomb
Dynamite will hide it from the Reich
Cold Nazi doom
Through the hours of time I fight alone
Unknown

When the lights go out
Do you know just what to do?
While her lifeless eyes
Still staring back at you

Lost, Egyptian sun
Cursed temple ruins
African queen

Well, I ride alone
I need no one
I ride alone
Into the sun

Thunderbolts above
Die young, go big or just go home
Rip up my bastard life
Burnt alive in a gauntlet of fire
Of fire


11. There Is An Evil Inside

Well, I got no where to go
Heel spurs on a bathroom floor
Bloodstains mark a map of gold
Killer wolf in human form

Well, evil prevails
On the night you left your home
And I'll take you away
Alone

Heartache on my trail
Gonna find my misery
Bad luck on my mind
Always trouble what I find
Cold and holding a dark hate in your heart
Spirit of evil, controlled by no one
And I'll smash in your teeth in
Your mouth will explode
With the blood and the want
And the hunger I love

Notes from the Road - Three Nights with Strung Out

Looking through my files on the computer I came across some old photos back in January 2009 when we played three shows with Strung Out. I had a good laugh and thought I would share some of those memories.

Strung Out - Halloween 2009

We first met Strung Out when we played a Halloween show with them at the Clubhouse in Tempe AZ in 2009. I hit it off with Jordan, the drummer, we bonded over our large merch display and they ended up leaving the show with some of our shirts and hoodies.

We then got the call from Strung Out's Booking Agent offering us some shows in January, so we jumped at the offer. Lesson learned - be nice to the headlining band.

The first night we played at the Boardwalk in Orangevale CA.

It had a small merch area that we had to stuff our self into along with Strung Out. The Strung Out Merch Guy was a friend of the band and worked for tips and was really cool. 

The Venue/Promoter gave the bands spaghetti and salad for dinner, a perfect pre-show energy booster. Out of respect, we waited till Strung Out completed the sound check, and started eating before we attacked the food.

The place was pretty cool, it had signed guitars on the ceiling, and a long boardwalk out front like Cracker Barrel.

The Promoter tried to stiff us on our guarantee. I told the promoter, "That's fine if you don't want to give us what we're owed, cause all we have to hold against you is your reputation. I'll just tell the Booking Agent you didn't want to pay us what you had on contract." He gave us the money. I learned that night, threats of violence are not the answer, cause long term the only thing that counts is your reputation. Eventually, the shady characters will quickly get weeded out (hopefully sooner than later). 

 

The place was packed, and the crowd rocked. The crowd was filled with more "normies" than we normally attract, so it was cool that we could open some "mind balls".

The second night was at Club Underground in Reno Nevada.

I remember that night well, because after the show we slept in a casino parking. It was cold, but free!

The Underground is a large warehouse type venue, great for displaying the merch table.

Jake checks the sound from the floor

Another kick ass show! 

The bathrooms got trashed by the end of the night. 

Dear God, what did they do in here?!

The third night was at Slims in San Francisco CA, and it was by far my favorite venue.

By this time, we played San Francisco a few times but never at a venue like this! Rock star treatment with each band getting their own dressing room. Private bathrooms, which you can now see why it's such a big deal after the abuse the Underground bathroom got. 

Hey, it's me!

The public bathroom at Slims was less than desirable. To take a dump you had to do it behind a curtain, and I thought the pressure to perform on stage was rough!

Slims info sheet Pro-fess-ional!

You mean to tell me we get to know what's going on?

I took this picture because at the time the stain on the stage curtains looked like something mind blowing!

I just can't remember what it was. Kinda looks like a wolf now, but I know it was something cooler than that!

The crowd was filled with a lot of what looked like "extreme sports" looking dudes. They looked like the kinda of guys that ride motor cross on surfboards. Not our normal crowd but they dug our music. This was also the first time I noticed the beard to shaved face ratio was rather high. This was back in 2010 before the current "bearded trend", but I remember telling someone about all the short haired dudes with beards - it seemed really weird at the time!

Chris says "Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii"!

A shot from the balcony.

By the end of the three day tour, I fell in love with the guys from Strung Out. They had a great attitude,  gave an energetic performance, and actually loved what they were doing. They have the kinda positive mental attitude I strive for. I just wish we got to play more shows with them. Hopefully in the future.